we had to put her down today.
needless to say, we went out for mexican food (and a strong drink) immediately afterward. of course, the gym did not happen. frugality did not happen. and i realized, as i walked the door later, that it was okay. this kind of thing qualifies for a quick step off the wagon. i realized, i still want to be frugal, not to worry.
but at the time, making my fiance not cry for half an hour after he'd been dealing alone with the vet while i was at work, well you just can't put a price on that.
we will feel sad for a few days, but think we'll be okay. as i told john, we'll always have kitties around. we just need some time.
i simplified the blog design a bit. it feels better for the stage of life i'm at, paring down to the essential things of comfort, necessity, and beauty that make for a happy self and home.
i really want to bake something just spectacular. stressful times always put me in that mode. might just pass like a craving, which is good. tomorrow i attempt again to get back to the gym after 11 days off. the cold is practically gone. thank you, immune system, melatonin, and vitamin D.
on the upside, it was a great day at school. working in bedroom slippers makes a world of difference. thank goodness for montessori schools.
xo
Sorry to hear about your cat. And sorry to be so late commenting. I'm WAY behind in my blog reading as you can tell.... but I always get there eventually.
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